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What this can feel like
From the inside, it often sounds like this.
- Youâve been told âeveryone has highs and lowsâ and it hasnât felt remotely useful.
- Depressive episodes feel different from the depressions you read about â sometimes more agitated, sometimes more flat than sad.
- Youâve developed a wary relationship with your own good moods because of how theyâve gone before.
- Sleep has an outsized effect on your stability.
- Past therapists have been well-meaning but not equipped to track this with you.